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In essence readings, White Trillium seems to always emerge when there is an invitation to open. I feel this on a particular level of the nervous system, the level where we may feel vulnerable, intimate, or tense in a way we don't realize we are holding ourselves. Because it's so deep. It's that generative Scorpionic axis where we simultaneously let-go and create. Like orgasm, where the release is both emptying and completely saturating. Trillium helps us to access the apertures at this level of our beingness. It's like she shows us the doorway. Shows us how to relax open and receive in a way we had no idea was possible. And unlike other "relaxing" essences...for instance Rose Quartz, so deeply relieving and holding...unlike those allies that soothe us - White Trillium shows us how to relax because she catches our attention and draws us into a deeper sort of awareness. A remembering that happens through feeling itself. This is not an intellectual kind of “oh yeah, I remember”…it’s a spreading, dawning realizing that occurs almost cellularly. As if pre-birth awareness suddenly merges with present moment attention and perception. That’s where the opening happens, the bliss of being flooding the field.